DNI if you're below 18. Also I've done shit things in the past, and I'm mentally ill. 

I am trying to be responsible for my actions but I cannot afford therapy currently. I am avoiding interaction with certain spaces and fandoms. Even if I have only activity or make fan-content It's mostly for myself, and I will be refraining close contact with others especially those who are extremely younger or older.

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